Alone i sit at night,, wishing , wanting, remembering, regretting, and accepting! for I look at the moon, and the night, and the darkness it seems so peaceful, so real... but the reality is SHE IS GONE!!
I miss her laughs, her smart ass mouth, her smile , her eyes, her bouncing walk, her shuffling, her dancing,, i even miss her music,,,,
MUSIC was something we agreed upon and argued over,, she loved what i loved in music, and i learned to appreciate what she loved.. when i hear her songs, i dream that they were our songs..
i miss everything about her... somedays i wish we would just fight,,, cuz at least then,, she was around, and yelling at me..... but now,,, even that is gone,,,
I LOVE HER SO MUCH,,,, I MISS HER,, I MISS MY BEST FRIEND
I hear she is doing well,,, busy and happy at work,, got her own apartment,, she has accomplished so much.. I am so PROUD OF HER
