Waiting

I wait. I wait for people to understand. I wait for people to try. I wait for things to get better. I wait for the love of my life. I wait for her to forgive me. I wait a smile. I wait for a hug. I wait for a glimpse of the love I know is there. I wait for a eternity because she hates me. She despises me. She has forgotten about me. All I have is a memory and a particle glimpse of hope. Dreams are where my happiness is for my reality is hell.